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camp ; finally over

November 20, 2009

YESSAR.finally freedom. no more waking up early in the morning to go to cca. like, hoooooray. i think the sncos will also say hooray lor. hahahaha, right or not? three days filled with fun activities really are alot to blog about. and i doubt you guys would read the whole thing right? so i shall summarise the three exciting days into one post. woohhhh.

first day:
came in smart 4. did a couple of games. lunch was by rationing and cooking with mess tins. super fun lor. my group's stove was spoilt so we just used it and in the end the mess tin fell over. so i didnt eat anything at all. okay, thats a lie. i cooked one more and ate. but nazri's group's lunch was the best. very nice. then got footdrill silver. very fun ah. then balik rumah.

second day:
blue tee. played tons of games today. i cant remember anything much. so i'll post the pics up on facebook. oh yea, i only have pictures for day two of the camp. hahaha. sorry hor.

third day:
orange. i came late today. mumsy and dadsy went to KL and i have to take care of my babies. loools. so came in school about 2:30 and they were having the quiz. so was immediately in charged. blablabla, then played the maze or haunted house. super fun one lor. izzah was the best to scare. she keeps screaming. and i like to hear people scream. muahahaha. then prize giving and appreciation ceremony. i was the last minute IC. ain ah ni, ask me to become. but nevermind. did it anyways. thought i suck because i dont know what to say. okay, then go home.

tadaaa. so now i'm done and i have a bloody headache :(

Beyonce - Video Phone

November 17, 2009

Latest video by Beyonce. I dont like it.

Lady Gagas (must watch)

November 16, 2009

this is so worth the watch.
the guys where all styling it. a very very nice video. especially towards the end when they rip out all of lady gaga's past songs. very very nice. you need to see the whole thing, i tell you. and i personally love Lady Guerilla. he is the hottest in drag! hahahahaha. lady genius is cute too. dont mind me, i'm looking at these people as ladies. so i can say they are cute and such. hahaha.

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its time for love

November 15, 2009

"you dont have to do this, anne. just go with him, he's your boyfriend"

never have i thought i would ever give her up. i've been fighting for her so long, and it would be stupid for me to just let her go like that. but seeing her like this, tormented to make a choice between me and ferrick.. i just cant do it. i give up. if seeing anne happy means that i have to give up my own happiness, then i'll do it. i lived my whole life for her, so why should i continue without her?

"no, fabian. i have to make a choice."
"you dont have to, anne! i just.. i cant see you like this. ferrick, congratulations. i give up."

i took one last look at anne, at her beautiful blue glass eyes. i turned around, thinking hard if i made the right choice. i dont want to leave anne again knowing that i'll regret my choice. but this is for her happiness, this is to see her smile. i would risk my happiness for her. because when you really love someone, you think of them first before yourself. maybe one day, i'll get over her. or i'll die alone, wishing i never gave up.

"but fabian.."
"anne! let's go already, he said he gave up. he doesnt want you anymore. let's go!"

i stood there as ferrick came and pulled you away. i didnt turn because i cant bear to see the sight of the girl i love being dragged away from me. what ferrick said, its a lie. i gave up, but i still want you. very very much. its because of you i'm still standing here. its because of you i get up everyday and face this wicked world. its because of you i smile everyday. its because of you i learn to love. you were my very first love, anne. and noone forgets their first love. i just hope that you and ferrick would be happy together. and i hope i'll find a girl that's just right for me. i took in a deep breath, and walked away.

If You Seek Amy

November 14, 2009

this is a kinda old song by britney spears, but recently i found out this meaning all by myself.

so let's evaluate the lyrics. first of all, let's talk about the song. well. its found in Britney Spears' sixth album, Circus which recieved mostly positive reviews. its the third single released from the album. anyways, i think this song is about how the media and the world sees britney. like fans and their perspective to britney. now, we shall evaluate the song verse by verse. but on my take, " amy " is referring to britney herself. this is the first verse;

Oh baby baby have u seen Amy tonight?
Is she in the bathroom, is she smokin’ up outside?
Oh baby baby does she take a piece of lime
For the drink that ima buy her do you know just what she likes? Oh.

looking at the first line, it simply means where is britney. now, possibly, this means that the paparazzi are constantly searching for britney. the next line can refer to alot of things. " is she is the bathroom " might be referring to her video " everytime " which shows her in the bathroom in a bathtub.  " is she smoking up ouside " refers to britney's habit of smoking. because the paparazzi has caught her smoking. the next two line refers to the people constantly asking things about her.

Oh oh tell me have you seen her cause I'm so oh
I can’t get her off of my brain
I just wanna go to the party she gon’ go
Can somebody take me home?
Ha ha he he ha ha ho

The first line refers to the people who are always following her and if britney tries to hide, they would ask that question. the second line that goes " i cant get her off of my brain " is about the fans who are always thinking about her, like me. then the third line is about following her and doing whatever she is doing. the fourth line is giving up in following her because the bodyguards are always so good at hiding her. the last line has no meaning, hahaha.

Amy told me that's shes gonna meet me up
I don't know where or when and now they're closing up the club(oh)
I've seen her once or twice before she knows my face
But it's hard to see with all the people standing in the way(oh)

The first two lines is about britney lying about her whereabouts, usually to not allow the paparazzis from following her because the second line says " I don't know where or when and now they're closing up the club " meaning they cant find where she is. the third line is referring to the same people stalking britney and she recognizes these people. the last line talks about the amount of people who are constantly wanting to know her.

Oh Say what you want about me
Oh But can't you see what I see
Yeah say what you want about me(about me, about me)

This part is from britney's perspective. it shows that she doesnt care what the tabloid says and what the haters say because they " cant see what i see ".

So tell me if you see her
(If you knew what she was wearing and what she was like)
Cause I've been waiting here forever
(If you knew if she was going out of line)

This is basically about the people looking for and wondering what she wears and what she really is like. the third line talks about the paparazzis waiting for her to come out of her hotel, house, etc. then the fourth means something like you would for her too " if you knew if she was going out of line " .

Love me, hate me, say what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy
Love me, hate me, but can't you see what I see?
All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy

this is the chorus. the first line says that you can love britney or hate her and just say what you want about her. the third line means almost the same except that you dont see what she see meaning you dont know what she is going through and you cant see through her perspective. the second and last line is about the media and the world just fcking her. you know how people would say " damn , i got fcked. " after being pranked or whatever. this is the same thing. because the media and tabloids are trying to fck her.

so that's my take on the song. i think everyone should respect every other person's opinion so love me hate me , this is what i think :D

27

November 14, 2009

okay, this has got to stop.

can this please just go away? i mean, damn this lucky number thing. first, i thought it was freaking cool to have a number seen everywhere. then, it started to get creepy and made me thought of some undesired things. then, it got more creepier as it starts to be in movies, songs, dramas, etc. now, its plain irritating. i am freakingly pissed off because this stupid double-digit number got me into a fight with my own awesomest bestest friend in the world. please, just stop haunting me.
and amirah, you dont have to apologise. i should be the one. i'm sorry kay, bestie?

and i'll never notice you again, 27. to hell with you.

Faddey's Birthday Vid

November 12, 2009

Happy birthday Fadhilah!
you are the best and the most awesomest friend in the whole world. thanks for making me laugh when i was feeling really sad and for keeping my company in school. especially in POA, who else will make me laugh and think about other things? hahaha. and thanks for being there for me through all the things i have gone through this year. i dont think i would have made it here without you. remember, one day you'll win singapore idol and i'll hold a banner with your name kay? hahaha. also remember that whatever happens, i'm here for you. aku sayang kamu banyak sekali iyer.

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November 11, 2009

woah, i haven't blog in a really long time. hahahaha, so i will blog today. make it uberly long so i can make up for lost time. wait, that is wrong. must eat in moderation, so must blog in moderation. LOL, i really have no life. serious. i make random friends through facebook and twitter. i remember every single thing kumar said. i remember numbers very well but i suck at maths. what the bloody hell is wrong with me~?! LOL. see! sucha low life. oh oh oh, and i read shopaholic. confirm no life.

so today celebrated fad's birthday at her house. came to meet karee at her place first with amx, ruq and ash. then made our way to fad's house to find her naked with a towel (-.-) of course, i didnt see. then we brought her to afghan and embarressed her with a big sign on her body that says " hello, my name is Nur Fadhilah and i am 15 today! " with a blindfold on and we got silent stares from everywhere. then people wished her and even sang for her. after that brought her to mr teh tarik to open her blindfold and just nice, the song 3 was playing. hahaha. went back to her place, watched her birthday video which i will post her soon and then start cooking all sorts of things. amirah already fried her chickens at homeo she helped me with my popcorn which was completely useless and we used the microwave instead. then it was so hectic. we melted a tupperware in the microwave and broke a glass bowl. how amazing. then cooked somemore. alot ah, very chaotic. then watched " the uninvited ". we were screaming in the house like nobody's business. after the movie, went down to play waterbombs and fadhilah was splashed with coke. nyeahahaha. and everybody was wet and so we went back to fad's place and the girls bathed together while i tried to steam my shirt. stupid machine doesnt steam enough. after that amirah left for a while to pick up ian. so quiet the guy. next time talk more. then everyone sat on fad's bed and we talked about ghosts stories. ruq and karee left soon after leaving me, amx, ian and ash at her house. talked about more stupid shit then left for home. reached her at about 830 :D

Paranormal Activity

November 08, 2009

PARANORMAL ACTIVITY is the best horror film i've seen in a long time! like really, it is insanely good. out of 10stars, i'd give a 8. kept me in suspense and wondering what's going to happen next. a must see for all of those who love suspense and horror. the scary part isnt much. i mean, the part the thing comes out and scares you dont really happen alot. except for the screaming of the people. that's all. plus, the movie makes you feel like you are watching something real and not hollywood-ish. like its a family video and stuff. very coool. i love it alot. but the one i watch has the original ending, not the one you see in movies. so i am finding videos on the ending in the cinemas. oh well, anyways, its a much watch.

so spent today at home doing nothing. hahahahaha.

need money

November 06, 2009

" hi, i saw your ad on the newspaper and i'm wondering about the age requirements? "

went jobhunting with the newspaper and amx. fun fun fun. plus bought a cool hot pink sword and fadhilah bought one too. and i went to school late today. went to kfc for breakfast with fad then head over to school. so fun y'know. then after school was maggi and finding jobs. ms ng treated FLUFFY. woooh, veryvery nice with 4 packets of brown sugar. yum. suddenly i remember BOOMS.

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